Gobsmacked

Okay so here is the tale of this very new blogger who spent probably close to 3 hours or maybe more tweaking and distilling my message yesterday only to discover that what was published was 1/40 of what I had worked on and definitely in its raw version. Here is the part where you see my heart completely on my sleeve and all chin-up pride moving (TEMPORARILY!) to the wayside. I need to let anyone who is viewing this to know this in real time because my upset is great. Now I will take it out on my work out and think about the book I’m reading. Memoirs of a woman in her late 30s who is dying of colon-rectal cancer. Perspective. Wait for it. Or not. Ughhhh. No, wait for it.